Spider Pig!!

Homer Simpson: Did I save the day?

Bart Simpson: Actually, you've doomed us all!

Homer Simpson: D'OH!

So this Sunday I left church cause my presence was needed in Summit. Why? Because....I went to watch The Simpsons with PrincessLSM, Aadzim, and Tarzan. I went there early to get my hair cut. Now, I haven't been to this woman in a VERY long while and i was terrified she was gonna give me a long lecture about it and push me into straightening my hair or try to sell me some stuff or another. Now most of you might be asking ''If she so pushy, then why go to her?'' Well, even though she's a bit like that, she's also a bloody good stylist and I trust her with my hair. She hasn't let me down yet. So yea, went there and surprisingly she only asked me once if I wanted to straighten again.I told her the truth, that I want my natural hair and she dropped the subject. She was really excited to see me and made sure I was taken care of. hehe. So after that I went to the arcade to look for mister Aadzim, picked up PrincessLSM and headed to KFC where we met up with Tarzan. Then something so totally weird happened.

There we were, getting ready to go but then this chinese lady, probably about 50-ish stands like right by our table. She stood facing us and said something to her husband. My first thought was that she wanted directions, then I though it was maybe Tarzan's aunt or something. Suddenly she turns to us, smiles and ask..

"Can I have your bones ah? for my dogs"

Then we all just watched in stunned silence(we said okay) as she took out a pair of chopsticks and started picking the bones on our plate and putting them into a plastic bag. she even made comments like ''My dogs don't like drumsticks'' or ''they won't mind your saliva.'' Yeah, we'll if we were dogs, I don't think it would be much of an issue to us also.I just have to say that that was one of the most weirdest moment in my entire life!!!! Tak pernah dialami! Even after she left we all sort of sat there silent before doing what we always do. Crack up jokes about our latest encounter with weirdness. Then we went to the movies and thank God we weren't stuck in front row seats. Aadzim you penipu. The movie has you laughing from the very beginning. There was a kid behind us that kept laughing even when he didn't get the joke but it was cute to see. And during the credits, where you see who voices which character..It's totally insane! One person taking on like 6 different voices! Respect I say.

Tomorrow the form 5's have a talk on sexual education. The title: Sex, Love & Life. Suppose to last the whole day. It's funny cause we just had our own sexual 'education' talk recently...lol. So yea, have to prepare oneself to a whole day of ham sap jokes from God knows who(probably from oneself and oneself's best friend pun ada) But I have a feeling that scenes from American Pie will be brought up.

My new hair!(not much difference. Just a little more shape)

How to not cam whore a little??(well,actually a lot, but let's save the other pics for another time shall we?)

Waiting For The Train, Waiting For You.

We'll take a train where we'll sit up on top. Watch everything pass us by like colourful blurs, all vibrant and full of life. Let everything around us move rapidly past us. But we alone will stay still, grounded in each others arms. I'll put my head on your chest during those sunny, breezy mornings, while you lay in my lap during starless nights. We'll visit Rome, and it's breathtaking cathedrals. We'll thank God for every moment shall we? We'll stay in a flat above a small cozy cafe where the air smells of coffee beans, vanilla and toast. Let's have breakfast there everyday, and meet all the different people that walk in and out. Let's go from town to another, making new memories, new secrets, new friends. Best part of it all is that we'll finally be free. We get to be who we are, who we know we are. No disguises, no masks. Just us. Just us and this big world of wonders. We'll discover ourselves and take nothing for granted! Every touch will feel more real, every smell more sweet, everything we see, we see with new light. All because we have each other. Let's do this. Let's run away together. All you have to do is say yes. All you have to do is take my hand. All you have to do is meet me at the train station tonight and we'll go away to where nothing can hurt us. I'll wait for you there. Let's leave together...

Will you meet me there?

I'll wait at the tracks. Then we can be free. All you have to do is say yes. Please say yes..

A Broken Fairy Tale.

Once upon a time there lived a girl. A girl who knew fairy tale meant nothing but dreamed of experiencing one. She even had her own wicked step mother. And an equally wicked father. Deceitful. The both of them. her only source of hope and light came in the form of her innocent little brother. One look into his eyes, and she felt safe, whole and not broken like she truly was. She thought of herself as a lost cause.No one would want her, no one would care.(or so her parents kept telling her) All she had was her brother and for him, she would go to the worlds end, slay any dragon, duel any witch or wizard that dare hurt him, dare to take him away. She would sneak out at night, take her car, and drive out to meet those like her. She called it the meeting of broken souls. School was her enemy, not because she hated it. On the contrary..She loved it. It was the people she hated. Prince and princesses that looked down at anyone different. And in their eyes, she was nothing more than a dirty commoner. A commoner that knows nothing other than stealing, cheating, lying. Then one day, she met a prince. When she first saw him, she thought she was like any other prince. Perfect looks, perfect personality, perfect life. She knew not to get to close because all prince's were the same. Obnoxious, hurtful, proud and scornful. And she knew prince's like him would never look twice at common folk like her, unless it was to their benefit. In this world of reality, she knew fairy tales were just that. Tales. But one day, she saw him alone. And in that instant, she knew the prince was different. There was an emotion behind his eyes, one she knew all too well. One no one could possibly relate to..except her. He seemed so perfect,yet imperfect. Ever since then, she saw him with a new light.People were drawn to him because of his good looks, his charm and how perfect his life seemed. But she was drawn to him because of his intensity. The intensity of that emotion she saw that day. He was broken, broken and bruised. Just like her. But there's no way, someone who has everything in this world could not possibly understand what it meant to be broken...Right? Could she be wrong? Could it be that she judged someone just like others judged her? Is he as broken as her? Could they be broken together? Could they save each other from themselves? Could this be the beginning of a broken fairy tale?

*got part 2 coming up REAL soon! And this post is actually suppose to be in a modern day fairy tale sort of light*

Loving You, Loving Pain.

I think I'm a masochist. I obviously love pain. I know your scum, I know you'll hurt me. I know that if I gave you my heart, nothing would give you more pleasure than to tear it to shreds and throw it back in my face. You love hurting me, over and over. and I let you. Over and over. Time and time again, I give you my all. When I know too well that you couldn't care less about my feelings, much less me. I keep getting hurt cause I let you do it. I let you get away with it. Perfect crime don't you think? It's my own fault & I know this. But what I want to know is.. What is it about you that makes me come back time after time? Why do I purposely torture myself? Why do I keep putting my heart through that kind of torture, as if putting it up for execution? I must love pain. That's the only explanation I can think of. I think I'm a masochist. I love the pain of your love(or lack there of)

*For goodness sake! when I say masochist, I don mean the sexual interpretation of it la.. jangan la ham sap sangat. And for those of you who aren't to sure what it means, it basically means to love pain.*

36 With 36 Cats..

I'm officially broke for August. And August hasn't even started yet!

Today went out with Michelle R which was just awesome. The girl hasn't been to sunway in ages on end. So yeah, we decided to do a movie marathon-ish thing so we booked one movie at 12.20 and another at 3.10. What movie did we watch you ask? jeng jeng jeng!

first was..

and second was..

YAY! Finally watched Transformer. Seriously, for a dude who didn't want to do this movie originally cause he thought it was a stupid toy movie, he definitely prove a lot of people out there(and probably himself) wrong. I teared up during this scene where those sector 7 jocks captured BumbleBee and..Wait! don't want to destroy this for those who haven't watched it yet. Hate it when people do that. Awesome movie la that 1. After that we went shopping at F.O.S and killed time then soon enough it was time for The Invisible. It's a really good movie la. It's kind Lakehouse so I really loved it la. Michelle Cheong, Tammy, maybe you guys might dig it too.

Justin Chatwin's character Nick was superb I say. It's actually the kind of guy I would love to date. Nick reflected me a lot. He was also very emo/smart. He didn't have the emo look but he was in fact emo. Deeper than people give him credit for sort of way.*swoon* But to find someone like that here would be as easy as finding a pig buying fish in the market. Salah ke nak cari lelaki yang ada substance? Just want someone who can make me laugh, be open with, and on the same wave length as me. Oh and taller than me please. Sometimes I wonder if I'm being too picky but I know I'm not. Besides, even if I was, don't I have the right to be? So yeah, I always joke with a few of you that I'm gonna end up a 36 year old virgin with 36 cats.(hey, I need the company!) But yeah, I'm still going to hold to what I promised, which is to wait until something with potential substance comes along. No more George's for me thankyouverymuch. I joke about it constantly and sometimes it gets bothersome to be the odd-er most of the time(the one single idiot that tags along with a group of couples so it odd-ens out the number so it won't like a double/triple/quadruple/donno-what-druple punya date)

While waiting for my ever-so-not-punctual father dear, something happens. *another jeng jeg jeng! moment* Michelle says she's feeling woozy so we sit somewhere where I continue yapping about some crap that I can't remember while looking at this 1 mat salleh leng chai, trying to place his accent. Then she puts her head in her hands and I realise something is so wrong. I ask her to go back, eat something or drink MILO at the very least but she didn't seem to be receiving this. Asked her if she could hear me and she said barely. Oh deary deary me. I started picit-ing her, making sure she stays awake. I didn't want her to pass out. Then she says she needs to eat something. I sprint into sunway and just as I was reaching the stairs I curse myself. Stupid woman! you going so far for what! She needs you near by! so I sprint back to the entrance and run to CofeeBean and get her something to eat(wearing skirt FYI) I run back her and basically panic cause now she was sitting on the floor with her face in her hands. I gave her the food and she starts nibbling. She looked pale and had tears. But after while it was all good. She was alright! Thank God! I wanted to take her to the doctor but she insisted against it so I sent her home and hopefully she took my advise and drank some MILO. Feel better ya babe?(oh, and this is the story Kish. Curiosity satisfied? And notice the change in nick HamSapOldMan? LOL.)

I'm gonna watch The Simpsons tomorrow! Yay!

"ish! Coyotito betul la kau ni!!" PrincessLSM. Don't worry, I dont get it either. LOL.

Hihihihihihihihi! I'm hyped up on ku-kuness so don't mind me.

You know, I look at all the drama that the juniors make for themselves and I wonder: were we ever like that? Now, of course the 1st thought is HELL NO! we were NEVER EVER that childish! But deep down you know that's not true. But I guess our drama was a little more legitimate la.. In the sense we had issues that kids our age shouldn't even know about. We've been through a whole bunch of crap but that that doesn't kill us makes us stronger correct no? Juniors having fights over someone not saying hi to someone else...=___=''

I finally got pictures of my dad's cooking!! Wanna see? Viewers discretion advised. I have know idea what it is either.

After a whole lot of weird noises and scents: The finished products. A mixture of vegetables.


Close up. Still wanna ask me why we eat separately?

And here is what you put overly hyper idiots together with one shy little(ok,not so little la) boy.

Introducing: Honey-Chan, the oh-so-cute WeiLeong, and YoursTruly!

The loving couple.
he looks..flatter.

The famous shoe!

Husband & Wife. Did I just call the juniors childish?*sheepish grin*

Thanks for indulging us! aiya! so cute ah!!

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Today we had one of those conversations where it gets deep, not so deep, then deep again. Best part was that it was with Nasa. I know our class isn't the best of the best but I love it cause you make real great friends with people who you never thought you'd have ANYTHING in common with. And being here proves that people are a little deeper, a little different from the way people perceived them as. Who knew Nasa was such a Casanova? Who knew we would end up talking to him, of all people, about the perception of people on Malay's, sex, the difference between daring and just losing your maruah, and coupling and love, keeping your virginity and how not everything is how it is. But we did it. We did, and that's what I love about this class. Having those kinds of conversations and discovering something new every time.

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A few random thoughts if you please.

1) Superheroes like power rangers take some time to transform cause they need to call on their power. So if the bad guy tries to shoot them with their powers WHILE they transforming how ah?

2) I miss skittles.

*those with the answer to random thought number 1 please tell me! Before the curiosity kills this cat! or at least puts it into a coma. We don't want that now do we?*

Wet, Wild & Ku-ku!

So my photobucket account finally stopped acting up so you guys can go there to see pictures of the trip and also the few from 8tv's Wet & Wild Party.

Speaking of, it was yesterday and it was so fun! Now before some of you start boo-ing me, yes I have to admit the event itself wasn't all that but like I said it's the company you keep that makes the day fun. YoursTruly, Honey-Chan, Aadzim & Hairi met there at 9 in the morning cause we thought we could go whack the dry park but that stupid 50% off was only valid at 12 onwards. I think there was a convention of some sort cause since it was so early there weren't many of usual faces there but then sunway was packed with Indians who look like they just came here from well, India la. All dressed in sari's. They all shared 1 thing in common. As soon as they saw YoursTruly in wonderfully funky surf shorts, they would stare at me then at bare legs. When the aunty's did it I felt like I was being judged. when the guys did it I couldn't help but to think 'eww..' Hairi had this ridiculous bag with wheel so he really looked like a tourist. And it was the biggest joke cause we were both wearing surf shorts so we looked like tourist. Aadzim, Hairi and Nick did their own video to the sounds of good Charlotte and that their gonna show it on music unlimited! And Aadzim and Nick audition for 1 in a million! I finally got to meet JeffTersayang's girlfriend face to face. So sweet I tell you! Then at night there was the concert but the gang was tired out and don't care too much for malaysian bands so I rocked out with Darren while the gang sat at a safe distance. Oh, the guys from what woman want was there..and Sham's smokes la! such a turn off! Halfway through the concert I get a call from the infamous(yes, i really mean infamous) Aiden. "you look bloody hot when your hair wet huh?" I turned around so fast I sure got snap something one.. eh bum! your suppose to be in Penang! Apa ni! But then he passed the phone to someone. Ryan..Another bum! apa ni! You pulak suppose to be in Malaka! Anywho, we decided to leave after watching Estranged perform and as we were going up da maze of escalators, this group behind us goes(to Darren)

"Scuse me, but my friend here thinks your cute"

I could have gotten a stitch from all that laughing.. We ended up having a fun conversation with them which was cool..then went makan. Suppose to watch movie but then we were to exhausted so we all balik rumah masing-masing. The End.

Michelle R, I wished you were there.

Aiden, go back to Penang la! Gf marah kang!

Ryan, wish we could have actually met up again but we both know why we couldn't.[and thanks for saying what you did. Made my day.=)]

Honey-Chan, hope your feet feel better and thanks for waiting for me.

Aadzim! You playful bugger! Thanks for being playful! and don't be so ham sap la!

The gang, especially Sook Chin, sorry I couldn't hang with you guys.

Nick & Jeff, thanks for tagging along!(and those darn flowers! LOL)

Tammy & Michelle, sorry couldn't hang with you guys that much too. Hope you had fun though.

PrincessLSM & YoursTruly

Zimz & YoursTruly

DarrenAshley & YoursTruly

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This emo look was of mine was purely accidental. But cool nonetheless no?

Imagine.

Imagine the freedom. Everything around you an obstacle. An obstacle you need to get through. Feeling the wind on you, your feet leaving the ground. In that moment, that one instance, your free from everything that holds you down to that cold wet concrete. No problems, no sadness, no anguish. In that moment, you fly. You leave everything on the ground and take off. You get past the obstacle and you free yourself from everything that held you down. Your free from those chains. You live to no one's expectations but your own. You are yourself.. When you run. Your free. Your who you are.

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This is the one thing that makes me feel free,
that make me forget everything,
it's my adrenaline rush,
my high, my escape.
It's the one thing that I do to escape everything and everyone,
No one around to judge me,
there's no need to uphold to what people think of you
It lets me be who I want to be.
It's the one thing that takes me away,
away to somewhere where that sick sensation that creeps just beneath my skin goes away.
but...
It's also the one thing I have to hide.
The one thing that I couldn't bare to lose.
It's the one thing 'they' can take away from me.
'They' can never know..


To run and be free. To be who your heart longs for you to be, no matter what 'they' say or think.



*and no..this isn't one of my lame attemps at poems. don't worry. lol*

Ah Foo To The Rescue!

Aloha! Sorry for the long-ish absence. Been super busy with school and all my usual what not's.

Our club had two activities recently: Our annual field trip & Annual treasure hunt. The trip was awesome, minus the few wet blankets. There are TONS of pics!(well, like duh!) Too many to put here so I'll just upload them on my photobucket account and you guys can just go see it there. I got to hold a baby shark! 1st YoursTruly just touched the top but then the lady puts one in my hands. WAH!!!! the top was soft but I guess like most animals, it's side and under belly was soft..velvet-y actually. Then after the whole trip YoursTruly had to come back, take a quick shower, then head for the Subang CF Rally. One word: AWESOME. Enough said. And during the treasure hunt, I was in charge of station 2 where teams must answer 3 questions correctly. For every answer they get wrong, I wet them with water. Once they manage to answer 3 questions correctly, they get the chance to splash the president and get their next clue. Luckily I didn't mind getting wet..

OH! and today we went to tuition and normally I call HippieAccountant before science class just to remind him to pick us up. But this time phone went straight to voicemail. what the.. fine, whatever...*start panicking deep down* then then Honey-Chan gets a call from her parents. Her parents picking her up to go dinner. What about me??!! I was considering calling Hairi but he balik already! So I ended up calling Ah Foo..I didn't want to call him cause the fella lives in Puchong for crying out loud! But in the end kena lah.. THAT'S when HippieAccountant decides to call. Mana dia? Tangah makan dinner kat entah mana. WTF I tell you.. Whole bloody day cannot tak 2 minutes to call and say "girl, I got dinner. You follow LSM back." Senang sangat kan? tak cukup 2 minit pun! *bangs forehead on computer table* Anywho, I just want to say :

"THANK YOU SOOO MUCH AH FOO FOR COMING TO THE RESCUE! THIS FRIDAY BELANJA YOU YAM CHA LA! THANK YOU THANK YOU! "

Seriously, If it wasn't for him, I would have been stranded there for ages on end with nothing else to do other than concuct a cunning plan to take over the world or plan my opening act for when I join the circus. -____-"

Ever heard of Parkour or free running? It's kinda hard to explain so hopefully this video will do it for me. I think people who can do Le Parkour are just down right cool.

Running Away From Pain:Beautiful Tragedy.

She stood there on that dark night. Alone with just the sound of the river currents under the bridge where she stood. Alone with her thoughts. The rain was cold. It felt like ice hitting hard against her skin. But she stood there, because it brought her some comfort, some wholeness. Pain is the only feeling she knows.The only feeling that courses through her veins, her blood, her soul. Over the years, she had come to expect pain, and she welcomed it willingly. She cared about no one because no one cared about her. When the pain becomes too much too bear, she runs. It was her escape. After those 'episodes' with her father she would sneak out with nothing except the pain in her heart and her most prized possession: her I-pod. Given to her by that ungrateful man out of guilt, never out of love. She used it to tune out the noise. Everything disappeared once she started running. She ran and everything was alright, the pain fueled her need for an adrenaline rush. She wasn't running away from her father, her problems...She was running away from pain. As she ran, all those thoughts were swept away. Her father doing what he did, her mother being too afraid to protect her, her preciousness that was stripped away long ago. Once she ran, she was free. Nothing could touch her, hurt her..cause her pain. As she jumped through obstacles, she felt whole again. Every breath she took was fresh, anew, precious. How she cherished those moments. To escape everything, even life itself. A temporary substitute for happiness. One she wished could last a life time. she wished she could run forever.

Her runs always brought her to one place. The bridge. The she would stop, and slowly let the pain seep into her again. She would stand there, staring at the calm currents that symbolised her life...then her eyes lights up..and she screams. Screams away all the pain, screams away all her fears, screams away everything. She hold onto herself, too scared to let go. She screams till the tears that she's been holding back for all these years flow. Flow from that empty hole she calls a soul. Everything disappears. Everything dies. Then her run continues..Running from pain, heading to hope. Running from an empty soul, hoping to run into one that is whole.

Pain, just leave me alone. I hate loving pain..but it's all I know.

Once Apon A Weekend.

currently listening to:
Boys Like Girls- 5 minutes to midnight & The great escape
Amy Winehouse- F**K me pumps & Rehab
Bonde Do Role- Solta O Fargo
Silverchair- Straight lines
Tokio Hotel- Durch Den Monson(I kid you not Kish)


hola! To those of you that are worried, don't be. I'm totally fine. I've said my peace and all that needs to be said has been said.

On a brighter note, I had a pretty fun weekend. On Saturday YoursTruly went out with Honey-Chan & Ah Foo which was fun. Then I had to lepak with KM. Talk about weird right? But the idiot was alone cause his friend pergi pak toh. So he asked me to temankan him. Never in a million years did I ever think I would actually go on a date with my best friend's ex. Not saying her taste is longkang punya busuk la..just means when it comes to guys, our criteria is different. To those of you not living under a rock,you should know sunway is under construction. So as YoursTruly & Honey-Chan was coming out of the toilets, this piece of papan slowly falls. Ah foo's face was just pure shock cause he was inches away from that papan. And the thing is, that papan was gonna bring down the papan beside it and I was pulling Honey-Chan to safety..what this girl wanna do? Look inside and take picture! Mad woman! Ended up watching Surf's Up. Okay movie..but felt kinda short. Ah Foo couldn't join us for dinner but we had gila kau kau fun and I bought a new bag in the process.

Then on Sunday had to rush from church to Lotus to have lunch with family. I found out that 8tv was giving out free tickets to 8tv's Wet & WIld(can' wait to go!) and all you had to do was go there and redeem. So YoursTruly asked Honey-Chan to take for her. Lunch at Lotus is always good. Funny thing was that we booked the conference room(?) and then we find out that Samyvellu(have no idea how to spell that) was there too and because we had this exclusive room, he had to eat out side with the common folk. My kepohchi aunt was so funny! going with my other aunt to sneak a peek and him and his bad toupe. Poor dude, kena kutuk kau kau about his hair...
MyCousin: That's a bad bad wig. How does he go out with that thing?
Uncle: Cannot change..It's woven in.
MyCousin: What?! If your gonna get something woven in, it should at least look nice..

Anywho, I dropped by Sunway ad redeemed some tickets for myself. Guess how much many tickets we have altogether? FORTY.Yup. 40. Haha...kinda partially Honey-Chan's mummy's fault cause she kept saying "free wat! go take la!" So we did! But sorry guys, those tickets are already reserved for people. Anywho, I'm right now using my blog to procastinate. Need to do arts la. Can't wait for Wet& Wild, but I think I'll be spread pretty thin..haiz.. a lot of running around between groups. Arts calls!

And congrats to my cousin who has his ugly mug on two very chunted majalah's. Seventeen & Galaxie.Okay fine! It wasn't THAT ugly..but pretty close don't you think Aku-kins? MUAHAHAHAHA! Ini dipanggil payback!