Wednesday, February 28, 2007

don't... don't touch me. Just let go. Please.
I can't let you touch me cause if you do I'll start crying. everything will come back.
YOU left me. I don't blame you for it, you had a responsibility to those around you but you cant expect to just pick up where we left off. I can't fall in love with you again. I can't start thinking of all our moments. The way to touched my hair, my skin, your hands on my face. Those moments where we lost ourselves in a song. Just me and you in a cocoon that no one could see or ever understand. I just finished picking me back up again. See that box? my heart's in there. I spent a long time putting back my heart back the way it once was. I put the pieces in that box. Touching me now will only shatter it again. You broke me once. Please don't do it again. I beg of you. Please...Don't.
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Your the most horrible person in the world! you have no feeling! you have no conscience. Where the hell do YOU come off telling me that i did nothing? After everything we've been through. I lied for you, I sacrificed for you i spent time listening to you bitch and moan. All I asked for in return was respect! For you to show me the fraction of the love I gave you! I NEVER want to speak to you again! I hate you!

I feel like someone's just stabbed me. It's been awhile. I've forgiven you..

My heart's frozen and it just won't thaw... Hey you, I know what your thinking stranger. She looks like such a nice warm person. Let me in you in on the ugly truth. Come closer stranger. Come here and feel me. Feel my skin and you'll feel nothing resembling warmth. Go ahead, stab me. I won't feel anything cause you'll just hit ice. Nothing more. My heart is frozen and it just won't thaw. welcome to my lie.

4 comments:

~michelle~ said...

*sob sob*...my gosh girll!! its totally fab!! in a very dark n moody, but extremely feeling sense. its as if i could feel exactly de way u were feeling... and cry together with you. wonderfully descriptive. !!NICE!!

MelzKC said...

wah lao, i totally agree what ~michelle~ said, wonderful description and i could see/feel the other side of Pauline. btw true story or u just made it up? O.o

Jinx said...

ermmm...based on true story? not AS ganas as dat la but memang pernah happen in da sense.

Michelle said...

I have to agree with mich..I love it..especially the last paragraph..like wat mich said..i could actually feel wat u were feeling..Good job..Keep up the good work..