I went out with TammyWammy on Saturday. We were bored out of our skulls and as we tried unsuccessfully to invite other's to this outing we ended up going just the 2 of us. I haven't seen her in ages but one thing hasn't changed. SHE STILL DOESN'T LOOK 1*!!(she doesn't like to reveal her age. I shall respect that wish) But just to prove my point, Kamal was checking her out. And he was totally shocked when I said she was only ***teen.

I was kinda worried cause it was the 2 of us just cause I didn't want those horribly awkward moments of silence. Thank God no such thing happened! I didn't want to invite Aiden cause he's a little pre-occupied. We went to sunway and finally we decided to watch..

It was good. The girl is an absolute cutie. Then after we went to eat. But it was nice to catch up. She heard all the horror stories involving toilets, REALLY open customers, girlfriends and just as open guy friends. And how WELL I'm fitting it in my new job and my new friends(winks at Tammy) MAJOR RANDOM-NESS. And it was a relief that she didn't have the omg I can't believe she did that/I cant believe she has friends like that/scandalous look on her face. (thanks for that Tammy) Kind of getting sick of that. Honestly, what I do is no one's business but my own(and those important to me) And it's not like I'm out commiting some major felony. But I found it interesting/plesantly surprising that she was actually trusting me with stuff of her own.

I met Kevin(tuition dude) who thought we were sisters. Honestly! Just cause we're indians(and she's mixed some more. So am I for that matter.) doesn't mean we look alike! =_=

It was fun Tammy. We should do it more often. And keep me posted on stuff ya? *hugs*

I pray you aren't doing this. Please let it be not true. Sun, I love you as much as Aiden does. You're my big sis. But if this is true, if this happened, I WILL be on Aiden's side. I won't abandon you completely, but I'm with him on this. I don't want to take sides. You both mean so much to me, but if this is true.. I would just die. So would he.

kNOw Music, kNOw Life

"Tu babi hutan banyak kat belakang rumah kat kampung aku." Aadzim talking like it's common knowledge.

Aloha. So these past few weeks/days have been very the tiring and busy so now I finally have time to write on this blog of mine. My Christmas was ok. I spent new year's eve with my family at some hotel, occasionally dancing with my cutie-pie niece right in front on this Christmas tree at the main lobby.

Last Saturday went out with both Michelle's(Michelle C and Michelle R) it was very the fun. Then on Sunday we had a yearly church lunch where we met out new youth pastor. After that I left for sunway(again!) cause the obnoxious Aadzim has been pestering us to go yam cha for ages. So Honey-chan and YoursTruly met him there. AADZIM GOT GIRLFRIEND! like an actualy REAL one! nor make believe! It's true! I saw the picture!(haha! sorry aadzim! I couldn't resist) Anywho, she's real pretty and works at the same bank as him(eh wait. does that mean your dad knows? since he runs the place?) We went to Carl's junior. The fries there very nice. But the burger meat looked so pathetic! then I told them about the 'wild boar' at church and we were nicely laughing at all the babi hutan jokes. And seriously, It felt so good to laugh like that again. To talk like a bunch of apek's and laugh until your crying and snorting.

Then on Monday, guess where we went? Come on..guess. If you answered Sunway, then your half correct. We did go to sunway..Sunway Lagoon. Just us 3 girls. There were suppose to be men at this outing but all bailed last minute. We made friends with the dude who ran the rapids ride thingy cause we went on that like 8 times. I rode the tomahawk 6 times..it wasn't as scary as I remembered it. And you know the ducks of sunway lagoon? the mascots? well, we were somewhere near the tomahawk and as a joke the two people inside the ducks suits(there's a girl and boy duck) started making out. Or at least try to. Their beaks got in the way. Then the boy duck cried cause LSM didn't high five him then he tried to flirt with her by playing with her air which she didn't even feel. ham sup duck. =__=''

Oh oh! I'm a working girl! Guess where? SUNWAY! I'm working at Tower Records. It's right beside Baskin Robin's. Come see me! I'm usually there from 5pm onwards. But I'm not working this weekend. Anywho, my job's good. Boring la, cause there nothing much to do. But the people are great! My boss is Joe who's this rocker with hair oh so long. I'm the only girl there so I kena manja. On my 1st day, Joe wasn't there. Only Koston, Kamal and Jin. After awhile Jin left and I just stood there most of the day cause kamal did most of the work. He told me to relax. My 1st day and I'm already relaxing. And by the second day, I'm already helping Koston buy a present for his gf. aww.. Yesterday my shift was with Joe and the other newbie, Mark. Honestly, I feel more comfortable with Jin, Kamal and Koston cause they already think of me as one of them and so I feel really relaxed around them.(and also cause I kena manja la..) Joe and Mark got some male bonding thing going on. But everyday sure got something stupid happens one. It's like being in a classroom as Honey-Chan puts it. 2% work and 98% goofing off.

"Eh! Tak muat la! How to fit??!"

We called it: The Burger Diaper.



Got more but lazy want to upload. Toodles!

Watching From A Distance.

He stood there wedged between the tall, hard buildings and the crowd of people. He watched her fragile frame get smaller and more distant. He knew that he was setting himself up for a huge disappointment. She wasn't ready. She hadn't healed yet. She was broken, a delicate porcelain china doll that fell from it's pretty display case, smashed to a few pieces. She was glued back together but she still had some pieces missing. He knew he was going to get hurt, used. Everyone had told him that she was never going to be ready and in the back of his mind, he knew that the same thought was brewing. Would she ever be ready? Would she ever open herself to him? The way she did that night? Oh, that night. It was perfect. It was magical. It made him calm thinking about it. It made him think that there was hope. Hope that he clung to dearly. At the end of the day, he knew the risks. He knew that she may never be ready to heal, to let him heal her.. But he didn't care. Fact was this: He would wait. No matter what, he'd wait for her. And all she had to do was be ready. Be ready to heal. Willing to let him close enough to fit those tiny pieces back into her. He could make her whole again. All she had to do was let him. So till that time comes, he'll wait for her. So now there he was, watching her walk away into the crowd. Watching her with longing and hurt and pain and love. Watching her walk farther and farther away away from him. "Don't worry" he thought. "I'm not going anywhere."


...But he was so busy watching, so busy waiting for someone who may never reach him, that he never took notice to the petite figure standing some distance behind him...Watching him with tears in her eyes as she she prayed that he would turn around and see her. But he never did. She stood there in the crowd and watched and waited as the person she loved and cherished watched and waited on another.