The human heart feel what eyes cannot see and knows what the mind cannot understand.

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She lay there. Every limb lifeless except her eyes. Oh dear God, her eyes. They had so much emotion. Emotions no one could possibly comprehend. Hurt, anger, fear, guilt, and everything in between. She lay there cold. Staring into the night sky, feeling nothing but feeling everything at the same time. The cold was comforting. The only thing that kept her sane. She wanted the tears to flow. But tears were a luxury she couldn't afford. Not anymore. She lay there the whole night, the darkness her only comfort.
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Don't. Let go. Get off me. Please. I can't fight you. I've moved on, your no longer my love, my one and only. I belong to another...

But you don't love him..Not the same way you loved me.

That's not true! He's been there. He was there when you left. He took care of me, gave me hope. I owe him my..my...

Your freedom? Your passion? Your love? just because you owe him doesn't mean you love him. I am your 1 true love. No one can ever replace me in your heart. It sounds cocky i know.. But i know this much, you loved me..You still do. I love you too. That's why i came back.

No! get away! You left! You mean nothing to me. He healed me, glued my heart back together and gave placed it in that box over there..

Do you love him? I've seen you, watched you. Your with him because you feel like you need to be. You don't love him! You love me! You feel nothing when your in his arms..that's why u belong in mine. My embrace. If you love him, then say it. Say it and prove me wrong. Prove me wrong and I'll leave u and your heart alone.

I...I...can't be with you. Not anymore. get off me..

I love you. I miss you. Your lips, your touch, your breath, your face...they haunt my dreams! I'm sorry I broke your heart. Shattered it to a million pieces. Let me fix it. Make it better.Please. Come with me. I won't give up. I belong with you. By your side...Tell me you love him and I'll leave you both alone.

I..I... I can't believe you think I'm think I'm so weak. Do you honestly think I feel the same way towards you? You left, taking my heart with you. You mailed it back, in a box wrapped in cheap paper. You returned my heart shattered and bruised. Some of the pieces were missing even. You left, the image of your back walking through those oak doors burned into my memory. The tears I wasted over you, over losing you and that heart of yours. What a weak fool I must have been. No More! These sweet word of yours are nothing but poison. Do I love him?! YES! Dear Lord yes! I've fallen in love with someone who took my heart, tried his best to fix it, and brought it back mended. I LOVE being in his arms,(you've seen me? watched me?your obviously blind) his touch sends shivers down my spine and and his soft kisses proves to me he loves me, and would do everything for me. I thought I loved you, but i was never sure. Do I love him? yes i do. That I'm sure of. Get off me. You lost every right to touch me or even think of me! I'm finally free of you.Now get off me you cocky idiot.


*A total act of randomness. Please feel free to be brutally honest. Not 1 of my best work correct?*

Dear KisH.

To Kish,

Boo! Hey there clown. Just thought I'd give you something corny to remember me by. I'm gonna miss you boy. Thanks for always being there for me, thanks for putting up with my stubbornness, thanks for being my precious*gollum gollum*, my clown, thanks for listening,thanks for leaving an imprssion in me, thanks for being protective and thanks for making me your precious. Haha.. hope I can still be that to you once you go. Don't be such a Casanova! I know there are tons of hot girls there, just waiting for you to come and sweep them off their feet but go slow ok? Don't fall for someone so easily and never promise her the world unless you can actually keep a promise of that proportion. You're an amazing guy with a heart of gold and you deserve nothing less than that. I know your so psyched about leaving, but don't forget to miss me! Miss my sarcasm, my merajuk-ing, miss my charming personality, my weird fascination for vampires, my wonderfully rojak taste in music, my over-the-top-metaphors, my constant lecturing, my need to correct your horrible grammar and whatever that makes me me in your eyes.(getting perasan here!) Your stronger than you give yourself credit for. Your always there for a friend in need. Basically, I just want to say that I'm really really really proud of you. Always have been. You'll do great there and I wish you all the best in everything you do Kish. I also just hope I've made some sort of impression in you. Left you with something to take with you. I'm gonna miss you dearly. I think that's it. I've said all that needs to be said. Bye Kishor.


Love,
Your Precious.