Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Who Knew Sin Tasted This Heavenly?

Quick update. HippieAccountant is officially more happening than YoursTruly is. He went to Vietnam leaving me to my own vices. Which means cooking up a storm, cleaning the place spotless(Aiyo why do I sound like such a housewife!) and perfecting my plans to take over the Hollywood movie industry.

On Saturday Bryan had his "Sinfully Delicious" themed house warming party. You know what that means? It means a WHOLE party FULL of goodies galore! We had bite sized portions of things like steak and Shepard's pie and stuff but the rest.. I've never seen so many chocolates, cakes, and all kinds of deserts in my life. PURE SIN. I loved the atmosphere of it all. The party was being held on the roof of his condo and I went earlier during the day to help him out with putting up the decorations and just running errands. Wine and deserts. Enough said. Company was cool too minus a few wet blankets(read:Andrew) Funny event of the night was that one of his friends(who was drunk mind you) tried to 'officialise' his bedroom. Bryan and I were bringing up more wine glasses when we heard noises haha. After the party was over and most of the guest except the close friends had left, we went down to his place and had a second round of drinking, talking and laughing till the cows came home. It was a joke of the night that everybody looked like they just had the orgasm of their lives and everybody kept moaning that people were going to start to think that we were having some sort of orgy going on. A whole night of deserts, wine and laughs.. mmm..

Pictures will be up soon. I didn't take any cause HippieAccountant took my baby to Vietnam but I'll get them from a friend of his who was snapping away the whole night. Toodles.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Forget.

Shake your head, move your feet, sway your hips, stomp your feet. Jump. Do not care ab0ut what's playing, the melody, fast or slow, just move. Let the beat vibrate your bones, seep into your skin, soak you in its sin. Let it take you high, let it become your high. Feel its roar in your ears, but its whisper in your thoughts. Forget those around you. Lose yourself in its touch. His not touching you, it is. Feel its breath down your neck, feel your flesh get warmer. Delight in the goosebumps it gives you. Feel its nail rake across your skin, tantalising. Let it give you the tingles you crave. For a night, no one knows. You are surrounded by bodies. Bodies who do not know you. Bodies who can't judge you. You are not you for a night. You can't cry anymore, can't scream any louder. So let it go this way. Let it take it away for you. Even for a moment. Forget. Lose yourself. Risk it. Numb yourself. Block it all out.



What is this? I have no clue either. It was in parchments in my head, I merely organised them. Make of it what you will.

Monday, May 4, 2009

These Days.

Yes, I truly am the most useless blogger ever. So here goes with the updates.

How was my holidays? Awesome possum! I started it off by going to Penang. Stayed 3 days, 2 nights. That's where I became fast friends with Navin a.k.a Bear in the Big Blue House. I've also been taking heavy dosages of clubbing(throughout the holidays, not in Penang) which is unlike me but hey, it's the holidays so whatever. Helo Bali may not be all that awesome club wise, but it does play awesome music. No drinking required to get your feet out on that dance floor. Then I attended the MMU Prom 09' at Sunway Resort. I was AbgBesar's date for the night. Although I looked like a lost little lamb who knew no one, but it was not bad, seriously. I just hope I wasn't a lousy date. But on the plus side, I got to see Honey-Chan again who I missed very the much.

This rock formation island thing which reminds us of those big monsters from Ultraman.

My date.

Besties Reunited.

After that I went to Sabah which was FANTASTIC. I went to Manukan island where the water was just amazingly crystal clear. We went snorkeling, didn't even realise we swam so far. And guess what? I freaking kissed a blowfish! It was SHOOOO cute!! We even got our hands on that gamat(sea cucumber) thing which was all slimy, poor Nicole had to hold on to it, and frankly it looks like a penis. And it was so geli to have the fishes all SWARMING around you when they sense the food. Delightful, but also somewhat geli. I literally FOUND NEMO! I also had the most awesome seafood dinner ever and I although my grandfather did try to hook me up with a distant cousin again, I managed to give him the slip. So yea, I ain't going to be marrying my cousin(distant or otherwise) anytime soon.





Almost a day after coming back, Melissa, Jilly, Navin and I travelled up to Genting(it being Mel's 1st time) and spent a day trying out the rides, getting soaking wet and freezing our tails off. Navin has found my most ticklish spot and plans to have fun torturing me.


Bear in the big blue hou..oops, I mean Bear in the Big Green Elephant!

Yumm.. My hair looks so good..



Yes, I show the fang!*cringes*

Dammit! Why can't my hair always look like this?!

I don't think I've rested all that much during this supposedly relaxing holiday but hey, I had fun. I did things I haven't done before and made quite a few friends along the way. Pretty awesome way to start the new semester don't you think?

The rest of the pictures can be found on Facebook here.

I can't wait for Senpai to come home! I would count the days, but I won't since he won't tell me when exactly his coming back grrr. I think the strain of not seeing him and just not being able to hold him for all this time is finally getting to me and as a result I'm becoming impatient for his return.

Maybe this semester I'll be more prepared for the storms to come, since I know their closing in. I handled the waves, bring on the storm. I know You will be there, waiting for me in the eye of the storm. You ARE the eye of the storm. That one place of comfort in the center of all the chaos. I thirst for You. I seek Your comfort. I know You're there waiting for me, and by my side in the meantime.